Hang in there. I walked dogs, mowed lawns, and painted cars. I painted cars when I was about 12 to 23. I did it with a neighbor on the side. I now chase my passion for electronics, paid for by jobs I wasn't even good at. I live comfortably, but will never make as much money as I did painting cars again. I think that if I wanted to weld, I would try to find work on my own and work for myself. If you can get that first job, then add the cost of the welder and keep your dollar rate at zero, while working nights at a fast food place to feed yourself and have insurance. I hate credit, but if you hit a job, buy the welder from a local supply with a credit card, and work hard to pay it off early.
If you lived in CT, I'd lend you one for the first job, then your on your own. Maybe someone else here lives close by and could do the same.
"Man is the best computer we can put aboard a spacecraft ... and the only one that can be mass-produced with unskilled labor"
Apollo 11 W.V. Braun
Have ForceCut80I, Precision TIG 185, Ideal Arc 250, Oxy-Acetylene, Tig welding Chamber, 14 Ton pipe bender, 20 Ton press, Electric sheet metal shear, 12 inch- 0.125 Shear, 12 inch Metal Band Saw, Power Hack Saw, Abrasive Chop Saws, 2 Mills, 5 Lathes, and lots of other items
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